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Who Knows What's Next?

The road is winding ever onward Like Heraclitus' river; Never the same, even in repetition. Every day filled with millions of permutations, Countless opportunities for what was to have had been different. Metaphysical musings about the nature of life, Who never reveals her plans or hints at the unfolding of creation, A muse who inspires herself and follows a map none other can see. We find ourselves free to act in whatever way we choose. We find ourselves utterly blind to the bigger picture;  How those ripples spread across the pond. Not only our ripples, but everyone else's, Affecting the course of things. They shape the choices we're able to make, And they color the choices left to choose. We can't find an objective perspective  Because the whole system is subject to itself. Must we imagine Sisyphus happy? Must we throw up our hands like Prometheus, Accepting our fate of "new liver, same eagles?" We cannot prove that we are free; But we cannot live as though...

Why Can't You Just Be Happy?

Sure. You've got problems. Who the hell doesn't? Why can't you just be happy? Big deal. You've been through trauma. Who the hell hasn't? Why can't you just be happy? Okay. Fine. You've gained a lot of weight. Why can't you just be happy? Yes, I can see that your hair is falling out. Why can't you just be happy? You're tired. You're stressed. You feel burnt out. I get it. Why can't you just be happy? Your clothes don't fit. You're uncomfortable in your own skin. Why can't you just be happy? Your ankle's hurt for half a year and you're completely out of shape. Why can't you just be happy? You're worried about diabetes but you also can't stop eating. Why can't you just be happy? Your hands get numb and you worry about what that means. Why can't you just be happy? You can't sleep without a machine or you might suffocate. Why can't you just be happy? All your grandparents are gone and you wonder ...